puppy eyes,warm hugs,soft kisses and hyming....doesnt take away the pain

puppy eyes,warm hugs,soft kisses and hyming....doesnt take away the pain,but sure it lessen the pair.

halfway thru teaching Junhan,suddenly i got an attack of either gastric or appendicitis,the pain was really 'growing' with each minute passed.

Jason was waiting at the voideck after my tuition,and yes..i was still kinda mad over his msges.so my first greeting was,"so free ah?"

i knew that is very rude,and i almost wanna punch myself when he gave me those very upset puppy eyes.
*control*

he asked me in a very pleading yet amusing tone not to scold him anymore,coz he got scolded by his mum and coach earlier in e day.
aww..my poor baby..i wanted to really hug him dear,but my pride got the better of me.

i knew i looked very bad today..the momment i went in to the toilet,i almost wanna puke at the mirror.yurks..dark eye circles,mess up hair,poor dressing,bloated figure.YURKS!how did i even step outta the house?

my pain did not vanish,infact it got worse.i thought it must be gastric so i ate a bowl of fishball noodles.(which is bad! x( )

the pain goes on..its like having a pack of thick needles inside my..erm..abit left from the stomach.
each step,word,breathe or hug is like pushing the needles in there.and the pain comes every other seconds.

if its only the pain,perhaps it aint that bad.
the noodles was like..stuck in my throat and i really feel like throwing out.and i feel like gg to the toilet to ease myself at the same time.
anything that can get rid of the food.

silly jason still thinks its ok to kiss..when its almost like having the food in my throat,i feel like throwing them out any minute.

with the nauseous feel,the pain..i feel sleepy too.

oh sheese..it must be that i have been really rude n bad in my previous blog.

now the pain has subsided,i still feel weird.
hope everything will be fine when tomorrow comes.
and i hope that this will stop me from being a food junkie for good,look at my figure..EUUCH!